Never felt so alone before. But I deserve it. Yesterday was such a good day, probably one of the best in a while, and leave it up to me to make it one of the worst ever. Everybody is better off without me causing problems in their life. That's all I've ever done. I don't think anyone ever benefited positively from me. At least I can say that honestly and admit to it. I think staying away from everyone is the right thing to do. I only hurt the people I love most. Only a bad person is capable of that.
All I can hope is that I’m making the right choice. Everyone is telling me otherwise, but when did I give a fuck about what everyone else thought. I just don’t want to regret the decision later.